she keeps her head up;

& when they talk about her,

she just raises the volume

on her radio.

she can't stand the way

things are now;

she only wants it all

to CHANGE.

and he doesn't know

how much she

cares..

i love him with everything ive got and i dont and cant lose him. ill die if i do.

prom wasnt really that much fun.everythings been okay i guess not much has happened.dont you hate it when you love someone so much yet you hate them at the same time i hate that. god i havent cried in forever and here i start over some little fight with me and chris and it all just builds up into one big cry yeah it sounds gay but hey everyone cries once in awhile more than often.this is a really depressing post but once in a blue moon i feel like i could kill myself and no one would care i mean im not trying to make people feel sory for me thats the last thing to do but dont you ever just wonder how life would be different without you here. its crazy how life can be sometimes.but hey enough of being depressed. everything will get better.

NIN last night was fucking insane it was so much fun.i got a really bad ass shirt it has a star and then it says FUCKER its pretty i love it. lifes been good. last weekend the crew went to stillwater friday and saturday it was fun friday night suxed but saturday was fucking cRaZy.chody 20th birthday is tomorrow. happy birthday to you.

shadowe

wOw the lake was AmAzing for damn sure. got court today wish me luck lifes WoNdErFuL.